m y   f i r s t   b a b y

i know. i’m being ridiculous…

lulu + i sat on my bed this morning after emmy had her bottle and went back to sleep. it had been a long morning. emmy has been put on a new formula due to reflux. everyone needed to be cuddled, fed + changed all at the same time. you know the kind of morning. i was tired, but thankful to be sitting down quietly listening to lulu pointing out things in her two favourite “lulu” books. and then all of a sudden I started to feel really sad.

why?

because my baby is turning two soon. I’ll say that again. two! i just want her to stay this small forever. she came into my world so tiny + i was in awe at the wonder of it all. once i held her little hand in mine.. there was no denying, my heart was hers til the end of time. yet i can’t wait to watch her grow into the beautiful person she is. i now get it mamas. it’s truly sentimental. 

ok. i’m done. where’s my tissues?